Wake me up before you Mar-go: Paper Towns

couple of spoilers, but I'm convinced I'm the last person on Earth to read this gem of a book

'She's a bitch and Q needs his head checked'

These were the words scrawled on a post-it note inside a copy of Paper Towns I picked up a year or so ago. I think it's safe to say that Quentin's therapist parents have the second half of this appraisal down, but IS Margo really a bitch?

After finishing Paper Towns, I'll admit I felt the same as the anonymous post-it author, and was somewhat annoyed with Margo. How could she have the audacity to turn up at Quentin's window after years of barely talking, demand his assistance in a barely-legal-yet-very-fun adventure which keeps them out all night, have one magical moment, and then disappear completely? How dare she leave a trail of hardly determinable clues which she knew Q couldn't resist when she knows how concerned Q is about getting into college? Isn't it just rude?

I thought about it some more, though, and realised I might have been a little harsh. Some people aren't made to stay in one place, and Margo is the stereotypical caged bird - she's constantly seeking more than the lot she's been dealt, and reminds me of that friend everyone has who's convinced they're descended from royalty one way or another. Quentin's teenage awkward-ness is relatable on so many levels, and so its only natural to 'side' with him, but wouldn't more of us love to go on a Margo adventure given the chance?

To give her credit, Margo's explanation of her behaviour helps us to understand her a bit better, and it isn't really her fault that Q worked out the positions on the map like some top FBI agent. Her intentions were, actually, pretty damn sweet when you give it real thought. To give someone access to a place you've considered personally yours for so long must be difficult and would have been a cute goodbye gift in all honesty, if it had been a bit clearer.

Q and Margo's love and their almost-there-but-not-quite relationship looks pretty one-sided on the surface, but had Paper Towns been written from Margo's viewpoint, maybe things would look a lot more equal, and we might even have a bit more sympathy for her as she decided to leave Q and her entire life behind in search of something bigger and better.

Cinder Review

Okay, I have to be honest, when I first started seeing this book circulating on Instagram and various book blogs, I wasn't sure it was going to be for me. I thought the concept of re-working a classic fairy tale was fun and cool, but I never expected it to be anything gripping, and I thought I'd spend the whole book searching for the parallels with the folk tale. After reading so many amazing reviews, however, I really thought I should pick up a copy and give it a go. 

I didn't really give Meyer's book a fighting chance - I'd already almost decided I wasn't going to enjoy it, and for the first few chapters I couldn't see where Meyer could possibly take this story to make a sort of sci-fi Cinderella work, but the more I read, the deeper I got invested into the story, and it was so well written and the storyline so gripping that I completely forgot it was based on the classic. Additionally, Meyer has managed to grip the perfect balance within this book, and the plot isn't so reliant on the fairy tale that it's predictable and dull - in fact I found myself pleasantly surprised by how Cinder's tale panned out.

The twists and turns layered on top of a timeless classic make this story an incredible read, and I only discovered afterwards that it's the first of a series (where have I been living, right?) so I'm super excited to buy the rest and read my way through the rest of the Lunar Chronicles - I'm just glad I didn't accidentally read out of order!

Boarding School Books: Are they accurate?

I recently started reading C.J. Daugherty's 'Night School' books from the recommendation of a friend, and I have to say I'm enjoying them immensely - I had a stack of books set for reading and instead rushed out to purchase the entirety of Daugherty's series so that I could read them first!

If you haven't read these, firstly where have you been living?! and secondly, get started now, you definitely won't regret it. I've been practically flipping through these, and I think I find them particularly interesting as a result of their setting - Cimmeria Academy, the boarding school with all its mystery, intrigue, and sprawling gothic grounds.

Romantic as these, as well as other boarding school novels are, how accurate are they, really? As somebody who attended boarding schools for a large portion of my education, I can answer this pretty confidently.

Unlike a lot of boarding school books, where the author has run away with an old-fashioned idea of hell in acres of parkland, Daugherty has achieved a pretty good picture of life inside one of these schools. Her protagonist, Allie, initially has a lot of questions and confusions (one being the definition of prep, which I clearly remember asking about myself as a child!) which are legitimate and sound, and when she takes Cimmeria into her stride, she begins to find a special bond is formed between her and her peers, which is something I relate to strongly. When you spend as much time as that with your best friends (and, in fact, some people you truly can't stand), eating with them, spending your down time in the evenings in their company, you become more like siblings than schoolmates, and that includes the regular squabbles faced when you stay in such close proximity!

I think Daugherty has achieved something many haven't, and I really enjoy reading a series where I'm not constantly tearing my hair out at the stereotypical Brontë-style cold porridge breakfast and bare rooms with paper thin mattresses. If you want a true insight to boarding school life, these are pretty spot on (Except for the whole Night School thing, of course).

Eleanor and Park: Review

Okay, I appreciate I'm most likely the LAST PERSON IN THE WORLD to read this book, but I finally got around to it recently and I am so glad I did!

Although I doubt anyone is as behind the times as myself, in case you haven't read it, the book centres around high school students Eleanor and Park (who'd have thought?) and their first love, complicated by not only the usual high school issues of bullying, but by larger issues of poverty and hints of domestic abuse. Against this background of chaos, love fuelled by music, comic books, and the classic teenage feelings of not fitting in burns through for the pair.

Rainbow Rowell (what a name) has an easy, friendly style that meant it's pretty easy to practically flick through this book, and it's on the short side if bigger books aren't your thing, which means it's also light and easy to chuck in your bag if (like me) you spend a lot of time on public transport.

If you're a fan of the classic coming-of-age novel, books that make your eyes water, or Romeo-and-Juliet-esque first love stories, this is a must-read.

Both characters had relatable elements for me, which made my love for both characters and my hatred for those against them all the stronger as the book went on, and meant that I was a blubbering, quivering wreck when I finished it at 4am on a Wednesday morning, feeling for the pair and with the pair with all of my being.

You really can't put a score or rating on a book that touches you like this has touched myself and many others, so I'd definitely give it a 10/10...I only wish it had been longer!

Silence is Goldfish: Review

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You all know how much I enjoy writing this blog, and if you're following my instagram or know me in the 'real' world, you'll know just how much I enjoy reading. I read most days, and feel practically naked without a good book in my hands, and so after giving this a LOT of thought (and trust me when I say I think too much as it is) I have decided to use this blog for regular book reviews. I hope you'll all stay and perhaps even enjoy reading a few of them now and then, but it is of course entirely up to you - this is appearing on your feeds, after all!

So, without further chatter, I'm going to dive straight in (note my 'unintentional' pun) with a review of Annabel Pitcher's 'Silence is Goldfish'.

Centred around Tess, who vows to become mute after learning that the dad she loved so dearly isn't her biological father, this novel explores some of the most interesting aspects of silence from Tess' own mind, where she converses with a semi-imaginary friend 'Mr Goldfish' to make sense of the world surrounding her.

After reading a book about selective mutism several years ago, I was hesitant to get into this one, finding the last a little too descriptive (should have worked out that it wouldn't be dialogue heavy first, right?) but I really enjoyed the use of 'Mr Goldfish' in this book - although I initially found him odd and a little juvenile for the teenage protagonist, I soon accepted his existence and he acted not only to ask questions I, as the reader, had myself, but also to make the book a more light-hearted, fifteen year old's view of a serious topic.

Plot-wise, this moved quickly at a pace I enjoyed as a reader. I found the many twists and turns intriguing, and struggled to put the book down once I'd started.

I'd definitely recommend this book, but particularly so if you have any form of interest in mental health and mutism as topics. There is also an element of mystery running throughout, as Tess seeks her 'real', biological father despite the challenges presented by her mutism and overbearing family, and the classic struggles of teenage life remain strong through broken friendships and aspects of bullying.

8/10 from me!

Reasons to get your foundation professionally matched

//Little Pre-Post apology for not being around: I'm sorry, please forgive me! It's been a crazy few months but here I am!\\

I've always been a massive drugstore brand user, and have never really had a *problem*, per se, but when a friend suggested getting professionally matched for foundation, I thought it couldn't hurt, and that I'd actually learn a lot about my own skin that I don't (but should) know already.

We headed to P.A.M in London, a make-up shop primarily for make-up artists who are absolutely raved about for their colour matching. Going in with a full face of make-up knowing that all staff were professionally trained artists themselves, I thought I'd be a little daunted, but everyone was beyond lovely to us, and a sales assistant spent a good 40 minutes trying to find the ideal shade from the wide variety of 'Make Up Forever' colours in store.

I never thought there was an issue with the generic shade 01 drugstore brands I'd been using, and in all honesty there wasn't, but once I noticed how evenly the tone of the Ultra HD R230 blended into my jawline, I knew that I wouldn't be looking back, and my purse wasn't even wailing, as at £29.99 for a bottle, and with coverage that found me using only two pumps for a full face (and I MEAN a full face), I know this is going to last me quite a while.

This is definitely something I would recommend everyone do, as I really didn't notice how off my foundation was until I got a perfect match!

How a well-planned Instagram account can aid your career prospects

Most people have Instagram, and if you don't, you're most likely aware of its existence and/or have been consistently badgered by your friends to create an account. Instagram, as a famed photo-sharing app, is used in many ways by millions of users daily, and such a prominent part of modern society has overtaken Facebook for many when it comes to 'stalking' a friend, an ex, a partner's ex (don't deny it, we've all done it), and perhaps even an employee...?

What would your Instagram communicate about you as an individual were a potential employer to view it?

You may think it better to make your account private, as this says you're up on internet safety, right? Whilst there might be some truth to this, it's a bit like having a credit card and showing you can manage money looks better than not having one at all (although not quite so serious, of course!) and a well-structured Instagram (possibly even with a theme) could show commitment, a methodical brain and creative flair.

This is particularly effective if you want a career in a media-related field, of course, and might be a bit of a stretch, but in an ever-changing world that is becoming increasingly technological, it's really not out of the question that your precious insta will get scrutinised... I'm not too sure how mine would hold up!

Clothing Swap with Mercedes!

Hello there my lovelies!

I know it's been a bit longer than usual since my last post, but now that I've handed in all my assignments I'm a bit more freed up time wise, and can get cracking on with my blog for you adorable lot!

I came home today to find a beautifully presented parcel from the lovely Mercedes of M's Corner (YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCMWhXO1XsmSiDHUUMwKmrXg ), who I did a clothes swap with. We both found a few items we didn't wear and posted them to the other person so that they could get some well deserved love! Needless to say I was absolutely over the moon with mine, and I thought I'd share my happiness and gorgeous new clothes with you to give you all an idea of just how successful a clothes swap can be.

The first item I tried on was this beautiful checked top with lace sleeves - perfect for dressing up or down depending on your mood!

This kimono hangs beautifully, and makes an all black outfit look ten times better, adding colour and pattern to dress up that casual, everyday look and give the impression that you've made an effort (even if you aren't leaving the house!)

This stunning knee length dress is just perfect for me - as a shorter girl I often find it difficult to buy dresses that are not only the right length, but don't make me look as though I'm a weird shape either, and I think this is just perfect! You can dress it up or down, or make it a bit cutesy with heels as well as socks if you're feeling your legs and want to show them off!

I have been absolutely loving crop tops recently, but the English Winter weather hasn't permitted me to wear them as much as I'd like, so imagine my happiness when I tried on this beautiful long sleeved crop! Again, because of my height, these suit me slightly better than full length tops, and so to have one to wear in the colder early months is ideal - and the pattern is gorgeous too!

I would definitely recommend clothing swaps with a friend, and I'll be wearing every single one of these in the next few weeks!